Prom vs Study(study wins)

Wassup guys!!!...and girls:)
This morning just woke up,ate breakfast,studies,did some chores,got some scolding from dad....

K,today is the day,I,Melissa Fizz,feel extremely lifeless...

Why? 

Firstly,my school's having this huge prom event, every lower Form 6 student can join as a commitee and help out mostly as ushers,decoration department. So yea, I was assigned to the decoration department initially but guess what? I decided not to go ...why? because I got a freakin 1.75 for my CGPA for my first trials.

Ok, call me whatever u want,but that had really ruined my mood to go for prom. Although its free. And we get to dress up all pretty(Sheesh...mum's already given me a nice black dress) . And theres nice food. And the exciting huge Sunway Hotel hall. And many of my friends are going. And...so many bloody ands. HAAAIIIZZZZZZZ

I cant help it. I've been feeling this extra huge pang of guilt for getting such low marks. Makes me feel so down.

Ok I was really in a crazy dilemma for almost a week. And I finally decided not to . Ok ok,there's always gonna be next year although the cost to go might be around RM200 over.

Dad's being supportive of my decision although initially he was completely against me going. Said it would affect my already bad marks. Anyhow,all my descisions are completely mine and I hold full responsibility of it.

Ok,so the fact I'm not going tonight means I cant see many awesome things and experience them . Haiz...gonna fill up my head with books for the trials on Monday. I managed to study a bit of Chem this morning.

I can only imagine and dream and imagine the wonderful things my friends will be up to. Hmmmmmm,Alia,my old long time friend cheering up the mood with her craziness,Sarah giving her big smile while enjoying herself,Theressa snapping away on the awesome Polaroid camera,Inn and Tee singing while making such a lovely duet,Jin Ying preparing her awesome decorations,etc etc...

LUCKILY! THERES YOUTUBE<FACEBOOK AND TWITTER! will spend some time soon looking at all the awesome pics. 

Looking forward to some duck mum's bringing back later anyway! Can't  wait! For pictures and duck!Yummmm,bye

Fizz;In this battle between studies and prom...: studies won!
Crowd:Awwwwwwwwww