On Wednesday something really cool happened! I was staying back to study late and I caught Adeline and Manoj so I just started chatting with them. Later ,Manoj left his purse and I returned it I think after 20/30 minutes after finding it on the floor. Awesome Karma! A day earlier he returned my prefect blazer when I lost it...Well it wasnt really lost,I left it outside the Bio lab but he must have took it on accident and returned it later.
Skipped school yesterday to study from 6am to 6pm on Chapter 4 Maths.
Haiz,been feeling down the whole day,this Friday
Must be Stpm approaching in 52 days...
I really hate it when I feel depressed especially when I ignore my friends in school, I tend to ignore people in class,I noticed some of my friends trying to chat with me but I just gave short answers. Its not that Im arrogant, I just get suddenly this anxiety panic of insecurity,impatient, tired and just no mood to talk. I really hate days like these.
Sometimes I just wish I could show my love and appreciation to my friends who've always been there for me but i assure my expression of affection sounds a little awkward as I have a weird way of showing it...LOL! But really thank you so much to you guys who've always been there for me. U really have no idea how much you mean to me.
Even to my family eventhough we have a million moody arguments.
6H class had a jamuan today,not much mood to enjoy,but I really thank the 6H class for stuffing me up with their delicious dishes of pastries,egg pudding,brownies,mud cake. Mmmmmmmmm.
Hard to concentrate in class today...Haiz
Came home today and tried having an afternoon nap to kill the horrible feeling. Felt super restless and almost felt like screaming.
Luckily had a little cheering up as me and Crystal started joking in the car on the way home. Shes always such a great friend to talk to who really listens to you and brightens up ur day with that fun laughter and silly jokes. And also to my dear friend Darren who sent me a silly Oppa Gangam Video(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83BeDj9lO1k) to cheer me up. Ur always such an awesome friend.
Anyway,just writing this post and letting my feelings out have lifted my spirits to study. Study now??? Lol!!! Super late...Oh well,guiltyyy lol! I have no choice xD Anyways,as a promise to my Frizzies,I'm gonna do my best!
Thanks again to my friends and family for always supporting and being there for me. Although I may act like a stupid effed up ignorant b***h...Im really not,love you guys loads...
K,enough of corniness,goodbye! Cheer me on to study like s***! LOL!
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