Wednesday, 3 July 2013

Tired tired tired,just plain tired

Wazzup yall!
So the previous post ,I said I was gonna talk about camp day 2 and oh I have so much more to talk about camp at Melaka,but too much for now,I just hope I remember the wonderful adventure after STPM b4 it slips my mind... LIKE ALMOST EVERY CRAP I STUDY!!!

Ok...so I could go on and on about how much I hate all the insecurities and  uncertainties about my life now, but its just sooo boring to read about negativity right? Yea, I've been feeling pretty lonely emotionally with all the nonsense Im facing now.. so yea..maybe when Im ready Ill just spill it someday...

So yea,I just missed the girl I used to be in secondary days, I just felt so brimming with excitement and confidence, now I feel so worn out mentally,emotionally and physically in F6 in so many friggin ways... it can be so bad some days I feel a damn headache coming and I just need to sleep or eat. And the worst part is I know the right things how to solve them ,just when I wanna do so...I get so nervous and tensed easily and my tired level just rockets up to the moon of the moon.

Nvm about that...Effing boring to talk about...

So about fun and happy things lately: Quite a few la,but lazy to think now,its like 10 minutes to 1 am .
Went to USJ1 Badminton courts and played badminton with some of my classmates and a few of the other ss17  F6 people. Such fun. I kept repeating 'Im starting to play serious now' whenever I lost a point over and over again :P Superbs fun that I managed to beat some of them, but CUTHBERT! dude! 15-7 !!! So my dad saved the day by coming, so in a way you dint win, the points are resetted again...xD 

So hmm Im thinking of jogging everyday 10 rounds round the park? Suceeded a total of...TADA ONE DAY ONLY!!!!! ok ok ...whatever, I went on the right day cos some Indian neighbour was like 'Wow,ur very good and fast' HAHAHA! u should see meon some other days, slug on for one round then 'OKAY!!! IM GOING HOME' so anyway after i passed him I GAVE HIM A HEE YA HI5!!!!! So that basically made my day a great and motivational one..and yahhh..* blushes like a guilty bitch* i ran 3 rounds today...tee hee...THATS NOT EVEN AN EFFIN HALF!

ok,so ur probably wondering why Im cursing so much,despite, mes, being a lady( a super hot one) xD jk. ito be honest, I dont like cursing too much online eventhough Im cool about it....Im just effin stressed these days, like I said,everything feels like an emotional rollercoaster to me...studies,friends, work,character self...and all so much to think about(feels like in highschool again) ...I know my blog sounds emo crap and all but I swear this will be one of the last time I rant so much like this...even writing makes me feel like a sad loser,but I cant help it...Im just so messed up these days...

Ill be posting more greater and cooler stuff to read next time,i wont let u..and me down ... bye<3

Saturday, 2 March 2013

Seafield's Scout's Camp 2013 Form 6

Only God knows how desperate I am to finally run my fingers over these beautiful keys and upload my beautiful blog,like really how effin' long has it been,I have no clue. Its a beautiful 16th March today and I had so many great new activities happening this whole month.

One was the Awesome Scout's camp,two,was the UNFORGETTABLE Melaka trip...now how can I ever forget the amazing experience I had during these days,THREE was my pretty much failure attempt to enter inter-school competitions. I shall write all of these events based on my pretty much weak memory ,but whatever's that etched deeply in my mind shall be spilled...unless its personal or embarassing of course.

Right now,Im gonna start of with Scout's camp.

Each of us had to chip in RM20, which was really worth it for such a good experience!

We gathered at school around 7am with Crystal being my driver. She bought coffee from McD's and belanja-ed me a packet of Twiggies,so sweet of her! I was like...no need la,but she still bought it,hehe! I warned her not to put the coffee near her when driving cos I can remember some advertistment of the Final Destination,quite scary,when the coffee fell on the guy's lap leading to misfortunes to misfortunes,then BOOM! Everyone's gone...so yea,it was scary,hahaha!

We reached school and waited in the car for a while cos noone came early,I saw Her Jun cleaning leaves,and then Jia Shuen came along with Ann Gie and err...was it Ee Ling? I cant really remember,but someone in the car,I cant remember ...I then gave Dalila an oat cookie cos she accepted my offer for breakfast. Anyway,everyone was looking pretty calm that morning,not much excitement.

After everyone gathered at school,the morning kicked off with everyone being placed in groups. I was placed with Shikin, Jon,Tharanee,Nivashinee, Fathanah, Farah,Zhi Shan,and Boshinee. We were the seventh group ,so we decided to name 'Seven Toes' .Jon thought it was catchy so we agreed. Halfway during planning our group cheer, my foot got cramped,and Jon was insisting he give me one of his massage treatment. So off my shoe went,and I have no idea how he managed to live with my un-pleasant smelling sock on. Luckily,it was white! Anyway, I was insisting my foot was alright,when he was still giving this weird pressure massage until I finally told him it was completely okay a long time ago. 

We were all then given random names,something like a G.A. and mentor. G.A. stands for Guardian Angel which was supposed to take good care of your mentor secretly. For example,deliver drinks and food to your mentor without them knowing. And surprisingly,my mentor was Fatanah! My own group mate!

Our group cheer was awesome! I dint really know the song but our cheer was derived from the Macklemore-Thriftshop.

"We got seven toes,only got 8 dollars in our pocket,were-were-were coming,looking for a come up,we are freakin' awesome' Seven toes,for our group name,8 dollars because there were 8 members, freakin' awesome ends with a hair flip. And yea! We were freakin' awesome! Im sure our cheer was really funny and fun to the crowd:P

The next game involved us using 'Chicken,Bird,Eagle' with the 'scissors,paper,stone' concept. All the Chickens punishment was to walk from one end to the other like a chicken. The Birds(which I was sadly,stuck in) had to do the 'Peel Banana Peel' dance which was simply hillarious. Lead by Carmen the hyper banana,we looked like a bunch of goof-bananas but it was all in the fun! I was a really stiff banana... hahaha, The Eagles,which were meant to be the best winners, ironically,had the funniest punishments. They had to spell 'Mississippi' with their butts! And one of my friend's butt was moving really pro! xD


For lunch,we were all provided with our main courses,fish and vegetables. Earlier,I brought my fsh cake ingredients,like 1 1/2 packets and put them in the canteen and the operators told me to collect them    at 4.30,but when I came to collect them at 4.35,they have totally vanished into thin air. Gone,just like that. So my team used the other ingredients that we had. Thank God Nivashinee, Boshinee, Fathanah and Farah were such amazing chefs! These ladies really knew their ways with the kitchen utensils and ingredients. Based on Shikin claiming she couldn't cook,which I don't really believe,me,she and Jon just followed instructions. It was really fun to cook with my teammates as they're all just so pleasant and skilled to work with! We rubbed some kunyit inside the fish after its been sliced at the belly which was something new to me, my fingers were stained for a while and I was wondering how to wash off the kunyit,till Jon told me  that kunyit takes time to wash off,like I was suppose to know that! Haha!

The night before,I actually watched a video of how to cook a fish:from the scaling,cutting,washing and all-in case I embarresed myself the next day of not knowing how to cook a fish. Oh well, I'm glad that my teammates were willing to teach! :D


The next activity involved 'The Amazing Race' themed game. The game carried on pretty long and it was extremely fun!  I had to join another team though because 3 of my group members had to go home early,which meant all my other team members were split up to other teams. I joined team group 2 which had Her Jun,Connie,Joey, Jin-Ying,and Shy-Min. There were too many games to remember,but what I do remember,they were heck loads of fun! The games were all unique and different which challenged us mentally and physically,and alertly? Haha!Some of the games were like water balloon drop,blow the     paper in the hole,star-toothpick creating,riddles,charade,hopping-on-one-leg-till the other person falls,racing for a bottle,balloon,spin around 10 times before attempting to put a thread in a needle,and many more! Some were tough and disappointing like the racing for bottle because I honestly thought I could move quick,but it turns out,my slooow skills made me lose a team's mark. Hopping on the leg was pretty lucky for me, I managed to win! Yay!

After the games we were off to rest and sadly,I finished all my water. But oh no no,don't you worry, Bobby passed me some lemon tea drink,saying that it was from my Guardian Angel and I was super duper thankful! He just wouldn't tell me who my G.A. was even after Tiff joined me by bugging him to tell me who it was. He just had that mocking voice that was like 'I would tell you but I just cant' all over again,so sadly,I dint find out. But lucky me,this girl deserved some lemon tea beverage when she was dying of thirst! Not wanting to feel evil, off I marched to the canteen and got my baby mentor some Chrysantemum/Ice Lemon Tea...I cant remember!

The day passed quickly and dinner time came! We had chicken given and my team made some curry chicken dish with the chilli all spread around the chicken till it was chilli-soaked! We also made some delicous healthy looking soup,I cant exactly remember what soup it was but it looked healthy... Jun Han gave my group some extra pumpkin which was pretty different for a change,so off our group made some unique pumpkin soup! It took a whole LOADS of pumpkin shreds and pounding like the ones you see cavemen do,the way they pound and pound their stones against each other,meaning our pumpkins till they're like mash potatoes,then you cook them till they boil,and ta-da! You get pumpkin soup!

After a cooling night with some fun cooking,which our team almost got the last, our dishes were all served up! Mr Kang and his troop of commitee food testers came with their chopsticks and tested our food when the moon was high and shining. They always kept their poker faces .

I had my dinner late because I was still washing the dishes and utensils when many have already retreated to bathe. I chatted with Eng Yik,Ann Gie,and Ee Ling a bit as they were washing their dishes too. Eng Yik and Ann Gie concernly told me to faster go eat,and after I was done with my dishes, I ate the awesomely deliciously meal my team and I prepared! Since there was hardly anyone left,the dishes were left with so much of food left in them! What a huge waste! My heart just dropped to see the amount of wastage left. Anyway,I soon discovered I had more dishes to wash,but being too fed up, I pleaded with Ee Ling if she could help me wash them .She was super super kind that day! She helped me wash my plates! Thank you so so so much Ee Ling! I went to bathe and Shikin ,another kindly sould lent me her facial products which were like some bubbly foam soap that cleanses your face! It was a cool feeling. That bubbly foam on your face as I always use the normal cleanser. See how many kind souls in one day! Hahaha...

We later then had 'sketch' which involved everyone preparing a drama.My team wanted to do something funny,but the brain-storming part had us completely blank of ideas! None of us could even think of anything funny,and being the person who likes funny movies and shows,I was a little shocked! Finally Jon came up a new edition of Snow White.

Shikin: Princess, Me: Multi-Personalities Melissa, Jon: Prince yang Hodoh, Farah:Narrator, Boshinee: Boshinee

The script was hillarious I had to admit! Kinda lame,but all the same,entertaining!

'In the deep woods,lived a beautiful princess named Shikin with full of elegance and grace...'
-I think Shikin walked like a gangster up the stage.

'And her multi-personality Melissa'
So I walked up the stage supposingly supposed to show different emotions on my face. My 'happy' face was pretty much a failure. I tried to look cheerful and happy,but it ended up looking awkward.

'Sad'-me making a sad face,

'Angry' I made a tiger sound,which worked as the crowd was laughing!

'And Boshinee' OH MY GOODNESS! I FORGOT THE MAIN JOKE! never mind,I skip the whole sketch. Too hard to remember!

During our sketch halfway,Jon accidentally sprained his thigh muscle which caused him to wince on stage in pain with all of us rushing to his aid! Some people thought he was really acting so real! Luckily,everything managed to cool down,and he continued his role of SCREAMING DAMN BOOMING LOUD at Shikin's face and she returned his shout with a pretend-slap! The whole sketch was pretty damn funny.

Ann Gie and Xin Inn ended the night being the awesome duet by singing harmoniously and melodiously to the crowd,they were just a beautiful duet, with Xin Inn's voice being the powerful,strong ,yet melodious voice and Ann Gie's voice being the soulful and spiritful voice. The duet got the night in such an uplifted mood!

I went up to class where everyone was preparing for bed time and I was really drained of energy. I had to eat some snacks to increase my sugar level(kids,next time you eat snacks,just use this as an excuse,you want to increase your sugar level),and plus I was super thirsty! My G.A. saved the day again,Joey came in and passed me a drink given by my G.A,guess what? A HUGE HUGGGEE bottle of water! Such an amazing timing every single time. So glug glug glug, slid the water down my desert throat.

I played cards Co Dai Di a little that night,and played a bit of 4Picsin1 with my new friend Pei Theng whom I was sleeping with that night! We ended up chatting till 3 am until,my voice just all of a sudden got hoarse and squeaky,which indicated I had to go to sleep. She indicated she was tired too and went to sleep. I was trying to sleep the whole night, but just couldn't so I decided to play my phone games a little,but still no sleep came to me. It was then the middle of the night I shivered at the night breeze,that I decided to snuggle in the maggot sleeping bag which I always wanted to do. Worm,worm,squeeze,squish my way in,I popped in the bag, but after like 20 minutes,everyone shifted and started awaking. Great,no sleep for the entire night...

I awoke with my hoarse voice all like a squeaky mouse on the bed whispering to everyone till Jin Ying saved the morning by bringing me two tablets of Vicks? I cant remember but DING! My voice was back! Yipee! :D Thanks Jin-Ying!

The morning started with senam-robik which continued with breakfast. It was yummy-yummy-egg morning as every team was provided with eggs! Me and Jon had this long competition at who could flip better eggs! He could really flip eggs well while I struggled with my sad first egg which dropped on the table and Jon sounded w]like he was about to kill me,and I was like 'be a gentleman xD It was a fun morning and when I went back again,guess what, Bobby passed me another drink from my G.A,this time a packet of Milo when I was pretty lack of energy! My G.A,whoever you are was amazing,always popping at the right time!

Finally,after breakfast,everyone went to take pictures and help clean up the classes of the previous day mess. I had a small chat with Connie,then went to join the rest to cam-whore,laugh,chat and everything.

Soon,me,Lohitha,Ann Gie,Carmen,Xin Inn,Sarah,and Jin-Ying sat at the far bench and did a funny acapella from the movie 'Despicable Me' the 'Ba-na-na song and the Potato song' It was enjoyable and got us all laughing and in stitches! These ladies really rock! I sang the lower pitch cos I quite have a lower voice.

Later,we all gathered for closing and hampers,and I was pretty glad the team that I joined for the 'Amazing Race' managed to get 1st?2nd? I cant remember. Mum came early, and finally my G.A. was revealed. *drum rolls* What the heck??? Bobby?!!! What the ,what da...I din't even put him in my high option list, I mean I did suspect him,but he being the G.A? A big surprise to me!!! Wow,anyway,thanks Bobby!

The day ended with me blabbing all about camp to mum when I reached home. I thanked her for allowing me to go to this amazing camp where I had such a great experience!I'm definitely looking forward to another camp like this :)













Saturday, 5 January 2013

How to be a Spoiled Brat

Omg! I was running through some random computer files and came upon an old essay I written.
It was meant to be for some 'How to..' competition and I guess its pretty witty and funny,so please enjoy and leave a comment ^^



How to be a spoiled brat.
       Demand. When life gives you ponies, demand for a unicorn. When life gives you a unicorn, demand for a pony and a unicorn. When life gives you a pony and a unicorn, demand for a puppy.
         
        Life is a rat race. Don’t be the rat in the maze. Know your rights to demand things from other people  who care about you.  Like when your mum gives you RM2 of pocket money, demand for a RM20. RM 2 gets you nowhere except for fried and oily ‘keropoks’ or ‘nasi lemak’ sold in the filthy canteens. You can easily use the RM20 to buy lunch at some fancy steak house and have a feast of mouth-watering grilled venison healthily complete with a side salad.  Demand for a bigger portion of the best quality. You deserve the most of the best.
          
        Never share. Sharing can cause you to lose out what’s most precious. Like chocolates. How much did you pay for that heavenly bar? RM 3? Sharing even the smallest bit will cause you to have RM 2.90 worth of it. That’s ten cents gone in an instant in someone’s else stomach.

          Lastly, never say thank you.