Carnivals and Jack Dawson

My first day of blogging. Excited:) Hnmmm,i was having a bit of problems and was wasting loads of time trying to fix things up. I put my blogger url as www.blogger.com/profile/musicchocolatefizz but I cant seem to enter with this specific address! I can only enter with a strange series of number http://www.blogger.com/profile/14772187559503499781 so im very confused now. >.<


Hmmm,okay,where do i even began? If i had to write about my feelings it would be endless. I once tried writing a diary, U know?paper,pens? But yea,its super tiring. Just three lines of words and my hand gets strained as fck. My advice,dont start a diary,we have reached an era where blogs are just types away and easy to access! And decorate!  Just a tip ;)


Hmmm,where shall start? Yesterday i went to my school carnival,SMK USJ 13. Im an ex student there. School carnival wasnt as good as last year though. The food was super repitative,there were so many cupcakes,and food super sweet. It was the first time I tried macaroons though, It was sickeningly sweet! Although I love sweet food,this macaroon was like a sugar bomb. I dont think I will buy a macaroon again. It costs me RM5 for two small pieces. However,I couldnt resist this cute little cupcake! It was sweet vanilla flavour and there was a paper heart stuck to it. 'You Jump,I jump' said the paper.


Guess where that line was from???Yea,its Titanic! Dont anyone just know how much im freaking in love with Titanic. I just watched it with my mum a few days ago,and I swear there were tears in her eyes. Haha,and she wont admit it!!! I know she was crying:) weeee! Ok,3D quality total rip off and waste of money, No special effect to see except when the pendant Rose threw in the water. What the hell la?!!! RM20+ for some crappy 3D. No regrets however,the movie was perfect! Jack Dawson was so handsome and charming in the whole movie,he is currently my new celebrity crush. I was really sad when he was saying his last words to Rose on the plank. Move over Rose!!! Jack still needs to be alive! Haha,kidding,hes such a gentleman! Even in his death,he was still sexy. OOOoooo


Back to the carnival...hmmm,i spent RM20 overall on food mostly. Haha :) I had a really great time though meeting up with so many of my friends after around 5 months not seeing them! Can u believe it? It was eversince I went to collect my SPM results. Snapped loads of pictures on my new smartphone, I've been super addicted eversince i got a smartphone. Hey at least im not like my sister! Haha,she says she loves to potray candid shots,but she secretly poses in them,hahaha! Shes crazy,mentally and in person;) 


Oh yeah,I was having such a blast catching up with my old friends! Just chatted random things and that sad sad feeling knowing i will never see them again for such a long time!:( I will definitely make time eventhough theres form6.Screw my F6! 1 1/2 years of cramming my poor innocent head. Oh yeah,the carnival had this huge hamster(human )ball where you can climb in and run on water. Well,according to some people,this wasnt originally our school's idea,but hey,stealing the idea and when noone else knows,whatever:) I wanted to go so badd!!! But only little small kids were lining up,it would be super embarassing to go in, I will probably break the ball or something.


I went back about 2 pm i think. Dena,George ,and Wei Harn came over to borrow my labtop because Wei Harn made a movie with his college mates! It was about some unsolved murder and I found it kind of hillarious xD Too bad Wei Harn wasn't in the movie because he was filming the movie throughtout. He would make the perfect villian. Jk ! Haha :P He did a great filming job anyway and he added epic background music to the film and George was commenting about the music a lot. Haha, After some time,Wei Harn had to go back early and he refused the umbrella i offered!!! It was scorching hot outside ,I hope he dint fry:( Dena and George stayed till 4 pm and we chatted and they showed off their awesome guitar skills. Dena was singing so beautifully while playing the guitar and George was like kacauing her to rap the lines of 'Nice Guys' Haha! Dena had been obssessed with that song and I have no idea why. Oh,go check out the song by NigaHiga on Youtube, Hes an awesome funny Youtuber! Dena was like Nooo!!! She made a pro slow version of it though. Oh yeah,so i dont have a pick for my guitar so far so Im using a yogurt spoon. George said he would get me a pick for my birthday! How thoughtful! Haha


Around 4,my mum sent George,Dena and I to the walkway connecting Usj 13 and 17. Dena drove George back. After that,we went to the kiosk to get some refreshments. Milo for me and Soya Bean for her and a packeT of Krispy Rice Chocolate!She should have drank soya bean in my house when she came,my dad buys around 10 packets in a go when he buys them,he has this huge obssession with soya bean! I think it can feed the whole of USJ 13. We went over to her house and just chilled playing the guitar,girl talk :), and ate and drank and ate and drank,and felt guilty after finishing a whole packet of chocolate in ten minutes. Holy crap. Thats gonna take me probably two days of exercise straight! Dena was singing super melodiously beautiful and playing the guitar like a pro,I just was singing like sht!!! HAHAA! But just chilling was great :)


Around 6,i went back and that well just wrapped up my simple and fun day!!! I came back feeling extremly nostalgic. Wow,I really miss the high school life. You know,buzzing around like a bee and catching up with my friends... Yea,but at the same time,I would say Im kinda glad its over, The stress of studying was very torturing especially during form 5 year. Cramming my head with some crap I dont even need like...Sejarah! Come on,the past isss the passst! Ugh -.- Not to mention,some of the facts in the textbooks are modified from the real truth. Anyway was glad i managed to get 9As for my SPM, I swear I expected 4As maximum,because my previous SPM trials was 3As,4As, and 4As. So when I got the paper I was just stunned,dint cry,had tears welling up,and legs turning to freaking jelly! Haha, many of  my friends managed to get full As too,but some didnt really get what they wanted. I really dont know how to comfort them at moment but I still felt they shouldnt let this SPM rule their emotions. My friends are such great awesome people  and some they  even realize it and they have so much potential ahead! I love them loads,it kinda crushed me to see them so sad. However,in the past few months ahead,they seem so positive now,im really glad! :D I just need to find ways to get more positive i guess...


Speaking about that, Ive been getting crazy mood swings lately, One day I would feel super appreciative and happy and another day I would feel like the world is nothing but crap. Over dramatic much?!!! Haha! I dont really know how to explain,but I cry sometimes at night for no particular reason. I start feeling so lonely and sad.I mean i guess its normal for many people,and im pretty sure many people face the same problems. But yea, I will always find ways to quickly fade it out by just sleeping,playing or listening to some music,or just daydream. Here's the thing. I have a little difficulty when trying to reach out to people so I just tend to hold back and let myself go through it. In that process,I tend to get a little bitchy and irritated and it pisses myself off,the most of all. I will try my best to avoid all this stupid emotions once I enter form 6 or doom is sure to come! Grrrr ><


Hmmm,nothing much happened today. Just chilling at home. My friends went to watch Avengers but Im feeling a bit tired today so I didnt go. My sister came bouncing home at 4 today telling me how freakin good the movie was persuading me to make sure i watch it! Everyone seems to be talking about how great the movie is,buuttt...i will judge it for myself soon B) I'm still in a hangover with the awesomeness of Titanic. Love the show to bits with my Jack Dawson! Have so much more to crap about but I should probably start another post. Its so freakin long. Haha! Thanks for taking the time to read,u r definitely a cool person! Ciao <3