Wazzup yall!
So the previous post ,I said I was gonna talk about camp day 2 and oh I have so much more to talk about camp at Melaka,but too much for now,I just hope I remember the wonderful adventure after STPM b4 it slips my mind... LIKE ALMOST EVERY CRAP I STUDY!!!
Ok...so I could go on and on about how much I hate all the insecurities and uncertainties about my life now, but its just sooo boring to read about negativity right? Yea, I've been feeling pretty lonely emotionally with all the nonsense Im facing now.. so yea..maybe when Im ready Ill just spill it someday...
So yea,I just missed the girl I used to be in secondary days, I just felt so brimming with excitement and confidence, now I feel so worn out mentally,emotionally and physically in F6 in so many friggin ways... it can be so bad some days I feel a damn headache coming and I just need to sleep or eat. And the worst part is I know the right things how to solve them ,just when I wanna do so...I get so nervous and tensed easily and my tired level just rockets up to the moon of the moon.
Nvm about that...Effing boring to talk about...
So about fun and happy things lately: Quite a few la,but lazy to think now,its like 10 minutes to 1 am .
Went to USJ1 Badminton courts and played badminton with some of my classmates and a few of the other ss17 F6 people. Such fun. I kept repeating 'Im starting to play serious now' whenever I lost a point over and over again :P Superbs fun that I managed to beat some of them, but CUTHBERT! dude! 15-7 !!! So my dad saved the day by coming, so in a way you dint win, the points are resetted again...xD
So hmm Im thinking of jogging everyday 10 rounds round the park? Suceeded a total of...TADA ONE DAY ONLY!!!!! ok ok ...whatever, I went on the right day cos some Indian neighbour was like 'Wow,ur very good and fast' HAHAHA! u should see meon some other days, slug on for one round then 'OKAY!!! IM GOING HOME' so anyway after i passed him I GAVE HIM A HEE YA HI5!!!!! So that basically made my day a great and motivational one..and yahhh..* blushes like a guilty bitch* i ran 3 rounds today...tee hee...THATS NOT EVEN AN EFFIN HALF!
ok,so ur probably wondering why Im cursing so much,despite, mes, being a lady( a super hot one) xD jk. ito be honest, I dont like cursing too much online eventhough Im cool about it....Im just effin stressed these days, like I said,everything feels like an emotional rollercoaster to me...studies,friends, work,character self...and all so much to think about(feels like in highschool again) ...I know my blog sounds emo crap and all but I swear this will be one of the last time I rant so much like this...even writing makes me feel like a sad loser,but I cant help it...Im just so messed up these days...
Ill be posting more greater and cooler stuff to read next time,i wont let u..and me down ... bye<3
